I’m not sure how I feel.
I could not do it myself.
I also could not do it at home.
So I called someone I trusted and told him about it and where to find them.
So, a perfume, a tiny white tasbeeh, a powder for my eyes, a blue cream in a pretty lavender bottle were removed and thrown away.
I did so like the blue cream in the spherical container. It was so well hidden that he almost couldn’t find it.
I’m not sure how I feel about it. I’m not so sad that I’m crying, nor am I very happy.
It’s possible then that it had no effect on me whatsoever, so I’m imagining things.
I think I understand now.
It’s as if the last link was cut.